Yeah, it has been a while since i last wrote..i have been very busy juggling things around me.. And now that im on my long leave i decided to write again. It has been an eventful year (now that 2012 is .coming closer)..with Raiqa reaching one year old and im pregnant with my second one. Lotsa people been asking why so fast?????? Guess i dont have a perfect answer for it. I instead ask them back "why not?".. If you decided to have a long gap between your kids, that doesnt mean everybody has to follow too.. Furthermore, isnt that a blessing from God?
Last week was my birthday, and was meaningful to have it celebrated with the loved ones. My first time with Raiqa and i feel sooooo blessed. Would like to thank hubby for the pleasant surprise with the family, the best creme brule and a much wanted gift..couldnt ask for more!!!
Next weekend is Raiqa's, poor little girl we have to postpone it till next year. No proper planning has been done as her health wasnt that stable couple of weeks back. She was hospitalized and diagnosed with pneumonia. Stayed hospital for 5 days, undergone 5 sessions of suctions and countless nebulizer. Part of me died seeing her in that condition, but if i werent strong, imagine how would she feel then. Afterall, she's a strong little girl. She has been strong since in the womb, especially when she stayed calm for 22 hours before she can see world. I knew she's one strong little girl. Proud of you, daughter! So, mission now is planning for lil one first birthday celebration. Heheh
Updates on pregnancy, i posted in facebook, my pregnancy isnt going well. But i believe, God has better plan. Doctor confirmed that i have low lying placenta that covers my cervics completely. Waiting for next check-up for doctor to confirm praevia. But, it could go up. I pray hard, talk to the baby and do some exercise to help it up. But really, if God has different plan, i accept it. When you have low lying placenta, praevia (at later stage), you would feel there's pressure on your pelvic area, and you have difficulties to walk after a long sit, and to stand up after waking up from sleep. It's sensitive and extra precaution must be practiced at all times. Dont lift heavy thing, dont over exert your body, no/less intercourse, haish so many things..
Sad stories aside, despite those bumpy rides, im enjoying myself. I feel complete. As a daughter, a woman, a wife, a mother, a friend.. I pretty have what i want in life (if I dont count those Guccis and Porsche)... So im grateful to Allah for these blessings.
Off to sleep, good night!
